It’s insane how different I am today from who I once was, and I owe it all to God. I surrendered my life to Him, and He changed it all for the better.
At 21 years old, I was battling multiple severe addictions, including drinking all day, smoking pot, cocaine use, looking at porn, and engaging in other sexual sins. I was living this selfish, hedonistic lifestyle where I thought that I wasn’t good unless I was feeling good, and yet, doing all the things that are bad for your soul.
It was a lie, but I had taken the bait hook, line, and sinker and was ruined. I was despondent and thought there was no hope. My future seemed bleak and dismal. I did not know that it was the darkest part of the night, just before dawn.
At one point, I believed I could not give up my addictions because that was the only way I could be happy. I thought if I gave up my party lifestyle, I would be miserable. So, I clung to it. For those of you who have seen or read The Lord of the Rings series, it had…